Thursday, December 29, 2011

Monday, August 8, 2011

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Thank you

Thank you dahil kahit mahina ako e nandyan ka pa din.
thank you dahil kahit nagtatapangtapangan ako at nagmamagaling e naniwala ka pa din sa atin..
Thank you dahil kahit lagi akong ganito e nandyan ka pa din..
thank you dahil you still believed in me kahit na di ako naniniwala sa sarili ko..
Salamat at sorry.. Mahal na mahal kita..

Friday, May 20, 2011

Officially dumped.

Friday, April 29, 2011

Di ako makapag isip ng maayos!

Putcha tubig jebs ko! summer pa naman.. how ironic.amf!

Royal wedding? sheesh.. over o.a. lahat kayo

Royal Wedding? the fuck! wag na kayong magsayang ng pera para dyan.. maraming naghihirap sa mundo you know?

Friday, April 15, 2011

Even through the darkness there is still a little light of hope

nakakapagod magsulat ng frustrations about your country yet i see a small hope..
I just wanna be an advocate of a responsible Filipino.. Madaming kinang inang gago
sa Bansa natin pero there are still people who are stuck in their roots that's why i'm happy. I've begun studying with a super duper idol drummer named Senyor Mar Dizon.
It's the best day ever.. I'm just happy to know and learn from him beyond drums. His philosophy and outlook in life. I'm glad there are still few righteous people here in our country and i've met him. He has a positive outlook in life so i'll be one even though there's so much crap around that never changes.

Monday, April 11, 2011

5th!

It’s okay if I’m a little sloppy sometimes… it’s okay that I don’t look as good without make up, it’s okay that my hair doesn’t always look nice, and it’s okay that I’m not perfect. It’s okay because I think it’s okay… and it’s okay because I’ve found a boy who thinks it’s more than okay.

Happy 5th Anniversary, Love!

****

There’s times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There’s times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you’re…
You’re something else

You’re really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I’m really lucky
Underneath it all
You’re really lovely

You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you’ve been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I’ve ever had
And when it’s really bad
I guess it’s not that bad

So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I’ve seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I’ve seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better… better…

You are my real Prince Charmin’
Like the heat from the fire
You were always burnin’
And each time you’re around
My body keeps stalin’
For your touch
Your kisses and your sweet romancin’
There’s an underside to you
That so many adore
Aside from your temper
Everything else secure
You’re good for me, baby
Oh that, I’m sure
Over and over again
I want more

You’ve used up all your coupons
And all you’ve got left is me
And somehow I’m full of forgiveness
I guess it’s meant to be

You’re really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I’m really lovely
Underneath it all
And you’re really lovely

***

Alvin is the man who:

- gives me wake up calls.. even if he has to wake himself up first.

- gave me pepper spray as first gift instead of flowers, bear or chocolates.

- wrote 7 letters for each day (Monday-Sunday) when he was away for vacation.

- reminds me to bring umbrella everyday.

- wipes my spoon and fork before I use them.

- shares his vitamins with me.

- woke up at 3am for 7 days when I was under medication.

- remembers that I need my daily dose of potassium.

- never fails to say goodnight.

- never fails to say “i love you”.

and more.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

An Untold Poem for a Girl

I’m so in love with this girl who made me so exceptionally happy,

I can’t get her out of my head.

I love her when she smiles.

I love her when she tickles me.

I love her when she’s playing with my ears.

I love her when she blows her jokes.

I love her when she laughs.

I love her when she hugs me so tight.

I love her when I stare at her.

I love her when she’s not comfortable with her sitting position.

I love her when she calls my name.

I love her when she holds my hand and plays with my thumb.

I love her when she’s fooling around my weakness

I love her when I smell her hair.

I love her when she’s drunk.

I love her when she says she misses me.

I love her when she’s drunk.

I love her when she’s a sleepy head.

I love her mole in her left forehead.

I love her when she sleeps on my lap.

I love her when she looks at me ridiculously.

I love her when she contradicts my corny jokes.

I love her when she doesn’t know what she’ll eat today.

I love her when she’s confused with sentence construction.

I love her when I wipe her wet hands.

I love her when she wipes my sweat.

I love her when she’s banging her shoes while walking.

I love her when she smells Green Tea.

I love her when she plays with my tummy.

I love her when she says “I love you” to me.

I love her coz she gave me a reason to love again.

I love her coz she’s making me happy.

I love her for all the reasons I can’t explain.

I love her coz she’s my everything.

I love her coz she made me complete again.

I love her coz she’s my life.

She’s the reason why I’m happy right now.

She’s the reason why I’m contented.

She’s everything I need in my life, too bad coz she’s not mine.

But one day SHE will be.

***

Alvin made this poem when he was still my best friend. During those times, I have no clear idea about his feelings and vice versa. I remember crying the moment I read this poem because at first, I thought it was for another girl. Its wonderful to know that someone loves you for all the reasons you both can’t comprehend.

I was amazed at how he was able to notice even the little details about me and love even the weirdest habit that I have. Now that we are soon to celebrate our 5th year Anniversary, I realized that the reason why we lasted for quite a long time is that we never grew tired of finding reasons to love each other. And every day as we discover new things about each other, we lose track of time till we made it this far. And we plan to do it for another 5 years…till hopefully, for all the days of our lives.

Friday, April 8, 2011

I wanna be a drug mule?

Why? For the future of my family? For easy money?
I hate to say this but know your recruiter and you have the
right to say NO if there is a suspicious baggage for you
to be added in your trip..
It's sad that many people are in this business
some of them are quite innocent but some of them really know
what they are doing.. and the frickin media is all over them.
I salute the china for it's political will.. it's something that
the gov't lacks..

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

VANESSA

\v(a)-nessa, van(es)-sa\ as a girl’s name is pronounced va-NESS-ah. It is of Greek origin, and the meaning of Vanessa is “butterfly“. The name of a genus of butterflies that includes the Red Admiral and the Painted Lady. Also possibly an early-18th-century literary name of English origin created by Jonathan Swift for “Gulliver’s Travels” as a pseudonym for Esther Vanhomrigh, based on the first syllable of her surname, and possibly the Latin verb “esse”, meaning “to be”

VALLERIE

\v(a)-lle-rie\ as a girl’s name is pronounced VAL-er-ee. It is of Latin origin, and the meaning of Vallerie is “strong, healthy“.

source: http://www.thinkbabynames.com

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Politics and Religion shouldn't be mixed

The fuck?
I'm saying why are are you supporting the ombudsman who is rotten to the core?
Why are you giving an exemption to the rule for a guy who committed a suicide just because he is popular?
Why are you standing firm to the immoral thing you say that contraceptives are bad?
I'm just so sick of it that i'm praying to our same God that you will be back on your right mind again..

bat ganun?

Lahat ng truck e ung kasamang pahinante e nakapatong ang paa sa may dashboard?
Ayoko ng squid pero gusto ko ng squidbols
Ayoko ng puro mayonaise pero gusto ko ng sandwich na may variation ng mayo
gusto ko magbeach di ako marunong lumangoy
Gusto ko kumanta pero ayaw ng boses ko..
Gusto ko maging drummer pero ayaw ko na dahil ang mahal ng gamit at ikaw madaming dala dahil pipichugin gamit sa gig na para kang iron man sa dala mo..
Sa dami ng tax na binabayad mo e di naunlad ang pinas?

who is the first guy who did this?




I was wondering why all of us know this style of art..
hindi naman tayo naguusap usap para maging ganyan ang finished product
pero lahat tayo pinagdaanan natin yang ganyan landscape.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011


A banana a day, keeps the doctor far far away.

- Potassium Deficient Kid
(that’s me!)

I share a love-hate relationship with this fruit.

uglk.

I once heard a friend say this:

” Tayo na mga nagtyatyaga dito,

tayo yung mga walang ibang option…”

I let go a sigh.

But then again, I beg to disagree.

In my mind, or in my heart, this is what I know:

Hindi lahat ng nagtyatyaga eh walang option, minsan sobrang gusto mo lang talaga yung isang bagay kaya mo pinagttyagaan.

And that explains why I’m still holding on.

***

hold on to your dream.
not too tightly for it might break
not too loosely or it might slip away
hod on to your dream
and it will find you.

***

But it doesn’t mean I’ll settle for less or take everything with a smile even if things are already hitting me below the belt. That’s a different story. And a different blog post. :)

So stay tuned.

There are two groups of employees – the ones who do the work and the ones who take the credit.

I prefer to stay in the first group, there is less competition there.

Mr. Big, 1988

oooh baby baby its a wild world!!!!!

I’ll see you soon Billy Sheehan and Paul Gilbert!

Mr. Big Live in Manila, May 10, 2011

Friday, March 4, 2011

sweet nothings

Bread overdose on a Freaky Friday.

Good old Ensaimada and Classic Cinnamon

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Everything Feels Brand New

Hola! Time really flies…it’s March already. Let’s see what’s in store for me this month. My body’s aching all over. Today, I’m feeling the following:

1.) Sick
2.) Confused
3.) Hopeless

Still have a hang of what happened two weeks ago. It changed a lot in me and I know that it made things even worse. Oh well, Feb has been difficult for me. I’ve been sick most of the time and things didn’t go well between me and my desires. Tough luck. Seems like i’ll be stuck somewhere in the middle of nowhere this month. But hopefully, not.

I needed the same drive I’ve had last January. When everything else just feels brand new. I guess I’ll need to keep track of my thoughts this month to keep me focused. Once and for all, I hope to see me doing well this month. Or else, I better start thinking things over.

***

You gotta be bad
you gotta be bold

you gotta be wiser

you gotta be hard

you gotta be tough

you gotta be stronger

you gotta be cool

you gotta be calm

you gotta stay together

All I know is that

LOVE WILL SAVE THE DAY.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

What I wanted to say, but didn’t for unknown reason:

” Eh di ikaw na ang gumawa, ikaw naman pla ang magaling…”

*swak!

Friday, February 25, 2011

A disappointment

I'm not a basketball fan but i watched a game in TV.
I saw ABL where our country was in the finals fighting
the thailand for championship here in our country..
The Philippine team was half pinoy half imported while
thailand has half thai and half pinoy. our country was defeated
by our own blood in our own soil. It's just a big disappointment
for me...

Happy happy joy joy



i'm a drummer but i don't write about it.
Well i don't want to..
i just want to hit things..
ta-ga-pag-dag-dag-diyes..

I’m an EDSA Baby (my characters is influenced by this event)

-I just realized it now over fighting with zombies using plants.
-That’s why I have many skin allergies( Nagrerebolusyon ang katawan)
-That’s why my belly always aches
-I’m a frickin’ activist that my weapon of choice is action, not rallying and pestering the people by adding more traffic caused by undisciplined PUV drivers to the corrupt traffic enforcers.
-I hate corrupt people specially the issues of today, I want to adobo the spleens of those corrupt officials.
-I hate lazy people who just wait for things and not lifting a finger to change his/her destiny
-I hate dictators specially the hermit who lives above the land of Jun Pyo
-I hate senseless actors who has the looks and the machete body but don’t project
-I hate the singers who’s trying to fit into acting and their look is more insulting than gays.
-I always rant.
-I love nature.
-I wonder why people from provinces love manila, I hate manila because many people are undisciplined and very polluted ( you can see the smog everyday in skyway in the morning)
-I love my religion but criticize it because sometimes it’s just plain logic.
-I believe that Gloria is an icon of corruption
-Killing oneself is NOT martyrdom ( he just want to be saved from further damnation)
-I don’t know why I always write this things.
-I’m a fun loving person.
-Eyes are the windows to your soul so don’t scratch it! Hehe

Monday, February 21, 2011

If life is this simple…and yummy

fiesta potato

Love affair

fries and nuggets addiction

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Posted all over Muntinlupa City

An attempt to save the earth.

Good job!

Monday, February 14, 2011

And they call it “PUPPY LOVE…”

I say its TRUE LOVE :) My heart goes out to this little pup and I’m surprised because I never had a pet dog in my life since I’m scared of ‘em big time. I dunno why I fell in love with this pup, it’s so cute and tiny, I want to kiss her all over. Btw, she’s bubbles… And this pup, is my valentine. :)

Happy Hearts Day!

Love is found in the arms of the people you love and care for. So stop looking further.

***

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.


~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

DAMASO part 2!!!



The animals above are just for mere presentation of those people involved, i know it's insulting for the animals to be compared to them. To those animals, I'm sorry.

This past few days has been really inspirational for my rants:

- the pre bargaining agreement that has been done. I hope those people involved rot in hell. (Look at the eyebrows of the accused and the girl from sandigang bayan, they resemble evil in them)
- RIP to the Guy who killed himself because of the accusations, I don’t know the reasons behind but if you are innocent. You should have fight for it, not to end it. You are not a hero, why would someone who killed himself be a hero? For what?
- To my religion, I’m a devout Roman catholic but why the higher ups are making another fuss? They stand firm about the issues of condom even though the pope said that it’s ok. Are they above the law? Or are they direct descendants of Padre Damaso? I heard that they are wiling to give a catholic burial to Gen. Reyes? What’s the basis? Is he popular? You can defy your own doctrines for a popular guy? But you refuse to listen to the reproductive health bill that will benefit the future of our country? I think it’s twisted again. Why are people who are poor as a rat caused by the corruption of gov’t itself who commits a suicide can’t have a catholic burial? Don’t they deserve an equal treatment too? And I think they can’t afford it too.

huhu..

8=3

Friday, January 21, 2011

My life changing places to eat.

!.) Sbarro- Italian foods are heavy but healthy. It’s also kick ass!
2.) Tacobel- Mexican foods are spicy, They help you in bed but don’t fart! Hehe..
3.) Sinangag Express- They are a comfy chillax place to eat. The foods are to die for
4.) Jolibee- Bida ang saraaaaaaaaappppppppp!
5.) Mcdo-they are okey except for the nuggets, twister fries and float are exceptional.
6.) Almer’s-Located in dapitan, It’s where sisig and gravy are in harmony.
7.) BK-If you offer a free whopper jr. after one another you are great! Hehe..
8.) Chansel- where are you? We(me and my gf) miss you so much!
9.) Pao tsin- I wish there are just chairs they would be really kickin’ balls
10.) Panciteria- Panchit there but don’t eat the lomi, it’s endless.
11.) Chowking- Chao fan that is spicy will make you fan and fan yourself till your dry your sweat.
12.) Maki ni Vany- kakaadik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
13.) Squidbols ni Kuya Danny- Located at U.N. they are to die for. I wanna lay down on the bed of squidbols.
14.) There are plenty more but I think I’m gonna faint because this thing made me drool and hungry

Shitty supplements!

Don’t depend your life on them, you need to eat healthy and
Exercise! Get it in your head! there is no shortcuts!

If you love someone tell it to them all the time.


(parang anlaki ng ulo ko)

Wow I’m so mushy.. I just want to tell you a piece of my mind.
I maybe Masochist and Sadist but I have also a soft spot.
I love my Girlfriend Vanessa. I just want to tell her everytime i love
Her. Even though i’m going to the washroom to do shit I still tell her. There’s
No reason not tell her, I’m going to wash the dishes and I still tell her I love her.
It’s free, no charges(except the text). So why remove the “love you” in your conversation. If you love someone don’t miss a chance to tell it to them every moment
You have. Even though you’re in a shitty situation or just doing non-sense, tell it to your love one. It will make a difference, huge difference like a whopper from a regular yum and so and so.. the Lesson? Just tell it everytime. It’s not gay but it’s a great feeling. You are not exempted even though you are not affectionate. Do not restrict yourself. That’s why I’m so happy with my girlfiend and I know she is. We don’t want to miss a thing. This is a mushy thing for me that if you know me I’m a kick ass gore loving, S & M, Metalhead who loves to hate, *BOW*

One last rant.(for January)

With our President acquired a third hand Porsche, he needs a nice smooth ride(tuwid na daan) for his sports car. But how will he drive when there’s lots of crime around and the roads are halfway dead? And the aggressive carnappers who kill the victims, idiots who stole the early warning device of DOST. The ampatuan massacre to M.V. Princess of the stars to the LTRFB promising to give punishment to the bus drivers(Oh really? When?).
Where will our country go? To our impending doom? More likely than going to the “tuwid na daan”. The government has been hyped but didn’t perform to it’s expectations.
The Govt. only uses it’s mouth just to threat and mainly threat people but no action. They don’t have balls or political will to implement things for the betterment of our country. I think Dick Gordon should be the better person suited for the president. From his name he has the balls to make it in to reality, also Binay should be President. Or Binay should step up to the shadows and do his game. Our president has a name but I think he should enforce a kick ass enforcement. The Filipino people are such hard headed and doesn’t want to follow such rules. They babble and babble because they can get away with it. Even our law enforcers to justice system is a mess. Everything is a mess, many of the people just want the idols to be in position even though they don’t do anything. Even such senators made a law that children shouldn’t be convicted of crimes so the syndicates use the children for the crimes. The criminals study the laws. I think death penalty should be applied again to our system and no need to use large amounts of money. I have suggestions that is cheap.

1.) Stone to death penalty-we have many structures that have many “panambak” and we can train the people who loves baseball to pitch. No need to buy stones.
2.) We have the pasig river! It’s so damn polluted,we can dip the suspect to the river and drown him to death, or to make it worst. Make the suspect drink the water in until his bloated then drown him.
3.) We have a cheap gas chamber, we just have to make a room that is air seal then put the criminal there. Then put one tube connecting to 10 buses and jeep’s piston. Put the smoke into the room so that the criminal would suffocate. Since the gov’t can’t stop the smoke belchers because of bribes,use them for a purpose.
4.) If they committed rape, cut off their genitals slowly and only a small portion every 10 mins. let Them bleed out of their misery.
5.) If they commit robbery cut their hands and hangs them thru their underwear till they bleed to death.
6.) If they are the corrupt officials, I have a special thing for them, Paper cut to death. Or coined to death or both. We will use the money they got to paper cut them in every part of their body. Coined to death is the same as stoned to death.
7.) If they murdered someone, they will be stabbed to death will this things: Ruler, pencil, sign pen, ballpen, and compass.
8.) If they are the police, They should the badged to death. Using their badges to be thrown to them until they die.
9.) If they committed murder by running over a victim, They should be as well, and the vehicle to be used are the following. : Pison, Reckless buses and PUVS or trike to death.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

wala lang.....

Di purket magaling ka na musician e pwede ka ng mag emote sa teleserye..
Di purket pulitiko ka e pwede ka na mag acting(congressman ka nga,inutil ka naman)
Di purket magaling ka kumanta e pwede ka ng mag acting e kamukha mu naman si Michael Jackson sa dami ng retoke ng mukha mo..
Di purket sikat banda mo e gagawa ka ng banda na mukha mu lang nandun.

bow......

Sunday, January 16, 2011

True Love Weds...so relaxxxx!!


At 26, I sometimes feel obliged to get married soon. Call it some kind of a peer family pressure. In my opinion though, 26 is still very young to have such responsibilities. I still can’t imagine myself raising kids with high levels of adrenaline, decide on a menu 3 times a day, do the laundry, etc..etc. For me, a 26 year old girl is yet to develop a strong sense of responsibility and maturity before she could ever be a mother and wife. When I was 24, I started feeling awkward about me still being single. I wonder if it is my problem or could it be because my cousins who are my age have their families already that’s why I’m feeling this way. At first, I thought I was the only one who seems to care and notice that I was being left behind. Until one family get together, my cousins tagged along their spouses and kids and to my horror, I was all by myself. That’s when everyone started teasing me if I’ll ever marry. Some made drastic comments like, ” Maybe Alvin doesn’t have plans of marrying you, or if he does it’ll be 10 years from now and you’ll be 34 then and won’t have kids.” Some would say i’ll be an oldmaid, a very grumpy oldmaid to be exact. Then it became a habit, I started being a laughing stock till I almost dread going to reunions and parties already. They made fun out of whats already obvious and I was left to wonder.

Its not like Alvin doesn’t have plans for our relationship. We’ve been talking a lot about the family that we wanted to have in the future. But, as of now, it would be very selfish if we will rush into things and fail to consider being financially and emotionally ready. I don’t understand why everyone thinks that I’m in a hurry when in fact, I’m not. I don’t mind being a bride in my 30′s (although I wish it would happen earlier, LOL) Yes, there were times when I would just lie in my bed and daydream. I imagine myself walking down the aisle of violets and pink. I picture myself bringing my little ones to school and ironing my husband’s shirt. I long to raise god fearing and studious kids and to wake up side by side with a wonderful man. Yes, those are my greatest dreams and it will happen in God’s perfect time. And nobody can ever say that its too late.

During my 26th birthday, while my family were having lunch, we opened the same boring conversation. My ate said, ” Dapat nga 25 pa lang nag asawa ka na.” I was quick to protest and I justified that I was still 25 just a couple of hours ago, can’t they at least spare me the pressure? Funny thing was, when I went to work the following day, my friend Joyce gave me a book entitled, TRUE LOVE WEDS. It was the perfect time to hand me a book with a line that says: When the long wait is over. As if my family’s constant teasing aren’t enough. Yah right, when will it be over huh? I scanned through the pages, realizing that it is not about an ugly jerk who waited forever for her prince to come. But rather, it is a story of a love that has been put to hold until such time they were perfectly molded for eachother. It became the best thing in the world because they were able to wait, and everything is just worth the wait.

Fact is, I’m still young and in no rush. And somehow, I believe in this old saying: “Sa hinaba haba man ng prusisyon, sa simbahan din ang tuloy.”

Well, I’m keeping my fingers crossed.

***



Saturday, January 15, 2011

Another of the countless reasons why our Country never grows.

No political will! They just care for money and satisfying the media
By having them be seen in a good way. Would we care about P-noy’s
Third hand Porsche? Even our President can’t afford a brand new car!
The less fortunate people will not understand that thing because they
Haven’t felt the relief of poverty, or they just depend on the government.
How about climate change do they even care? They care about the overloading
Trailer trucks but the real suckers there are the ones who put it in their trailer.
The drivers don’t have a clue in how heavy it is until it’s in their truck. The Dept.
Blames others but based on such surveys that Roadworks are the biggest
Business of corrupt people. You can see on our roads that it’s not a pleasure to drive.
We people blame others for our mistake. As for me in climate change, I use water efficiently. I segregated the garbage and even follow the signs in the garbage designations
In the mall. Why can’t people follow that? Anyway the politicians just love waiting sheds and over passes and loves repainting. They don’t have political will to change
Us for the future. Even the law enforcers are quite rotten(no all of them). I wish one day when I watch news, I won’t be depressed anymore. Instead there’s more happy news than bad news. Accidents of such stupidity like drunk driving, or the more popular motorcycle accidents etc. I just wish that there are better good things this year and so than bad. I could rant for days and weeks and months but it wouldn’t change everything. Speaking your mind thru rallying will help but don’t make it such a reason that you always rally
For such reasons you don’t like it even though it’s the betterment of everyone. Like lady bus drivers, They say that they don’t have courage and confidence to drive busses. The fuck? The busses and PUVS don’t have is discipline. That’s their point. Filipino people don’t want to embrace change, even the Catholic church. We just want to stay where we our. In our safe secluded space, Why don’t we take a risk? Risk that can be for the better.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Reblogged: If you ain’t running with it, run from it

I’m re posting this blog of a very dear friend (kat, forever!) for 3 reasons:

1.) I’m her die hard fan (and I’m under her magic spell?)

2.) I believe that all other girls have the right to know about this

3.) And, I, Vanessa Racimo, of legal age, would be glad to join hands with her in breaking this jerk’s face.

So here goes:

Dear Girls,

Boys will do anything and everything to make you fall in love with them. They will show you their sweetest and best side. They will drive you home, call you in the middle of the night to tell you that they’re thinking of you, surprise you with chocolates, fill up your head with thoughts of happily ever after BUT, this all ends once they know they’ve got you wrapped around their finger. The free rides will stop, the calls will lessen, the gifts will stop, and the fantasy of being together will disappear. You will end up wanting everything. You want a ride, you want a phone call, you want to be treated like a princess, you want your forever and ever. Once you become needy, they won’t be there anymore. They’ve already moved on to their next prey.

Stay away from jerks.

And to the jerk who is breaking my friend’s heart, I will break your face. Get your ish together, think of what you’ve done.

Hate,

Kat

***

“The rule in the women’s colleges was that after 7 p.m. all men were beasts. Up until 7 p.m. they were all angels, and the girls simply had to learn to live with that routine and practise love in the afternoon.”

~Harry G. Johnson

Friday, January 7, 2011

Music that really makes sense

1.) Hiromi Uehara and Sonic Bloom-it’s kickass technical jazz with a heart. Something new for me.
2.) December avenue, Mithi and The Barpins-If this bands are in the mainstream, Our music industry has a bright future, Really bright future.
3.) Eric Clapton-I’m just a newbie in his music, I appreciate the heart and music that breathes.
4.) Swing out sisters and Icognito-Where have I been? And not knowing this music?
5.) Sin- I’m a metal head! So yeah! But I’m sad because I misplaced their EP.
6.) Sandwich(before Marc Abaya left)-That’s a cool mix of music and it was real music, too bad for the musicality after he left.
7.) Cynthia Alexander-now that’s real acoustic music. The power of her guitar compared to the ripoffs of today.
8.) Dream Theater and Rush-It’s hard to memorize all that notes right?
9.) John Cage-I simply adore his outrageous mind.
10.) Bob Marley-Yeah! I wanna jam.
11.) Steve Vai-I’m not a guitar guy but he’s great for me.
12.) Terry Bozzio-they say his just have lot’s of drums but he’s making music not just groove.
13.) Eraserheads-who doesn’t love them.
14.) Usher-r&b guy who can sing his tunes live consistently and way better to outdo himself compared to everyone else who has backing voice of themselves in “live” situations
15.) Black Sabbath-drop D and all that metal, yeah.. they are innovators.
16.) They are plenty not mentioned and they are not the so called the “innovators on dunk”. Just don’t watch mtv and myx and channel v. Probably just a little than less.hehe.

Things that I hope to change in our Country

1.) Revolution of music industry against the monopolizing shits who has power in the industry and give way to new and way better than the bands in the mainstream.
2.) PUVS! They should be discipline up in their ass. Not loading and unloading anywhere. The jeeps should follow the rate implemented and not making up such fare. Taxi drivers should follow their own frickin meter(wala ba kayong utak?). If you rendered nice service and the customer is happy then to give a tip.
3.) Corruption! Do I need to say more? Government itself.
4.) Everybody should follow the system implemented and not bending the rules.
5.) The rich and the poor should be treated equals in every ways.
6.) I hope the shows in the TV would be original concept. Not a ripoff of some foreign show and it’s fucking obvious.
7.) Everyone should practice discipline for the betterment of everybody
8.) Everyone should practice discipline for the betterment of everybody
9.) Everyone should practice discipline for the betterment of everybody
10.) Why don’t we all just follow?

Best things I learned so far in my life(no specific order)

1.) Eat less move more
2.) Jogging kicks ass
3.) Learning is better in Application than watching.
4.) Cleaning everyday is better than once a week
5.) Smiling is not a remedy but optimism
6.) Groove is better than learning chops
7.) I want to be efficient in everything.
8.) Teofisto Guingona was a vice president(I didn’t know that he was)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

A true love story…..(aww……)

There was a couple who swore one day that they will meet in a certain place and time.
They hold on to each others words so dearly like the love they had.
The day has come for them to meet. The man was first in the meeting place, He waited for his lady. After a while there’s a sudden plague that went on the man. He was in excruciating pain. A pain that makes him want to go away and set it free. The man waited
Patiently even though the pain was getting stronger and more painful than ever. He struggles every second of his life in pain as he still wait for his love one. His love was stronger than any pain that he can endure. He believes in her word, her love and everything. She is everything to him. No pain would break him from seeing her again.
Gasping everything that he can hold on to make it in the pain. Every second feels like eternity. The man saw the girl after a long time, never letting any doubt in him. He believed in her words, the love that they promised. As they hold on to each other the man said, “Najejebs ako pero wala tayo celfone, ayaw naman kita iiwan dito sa pinagpangakuang lugar, Kaya tiniis ko ang paglaban ng tyan ko para magkita tayo”
And then he said after that “san ba pwede jumebs?”

Monday, January 3, 2011

Happy Birthday to Me!

Thank you, Lord. That my life is not about the things I can afford but of people I can’t afford to lose.

Thank you that my life is not about my experiences but of lessons I’ve learned along the way.

Thank you that my life is not about me but it is about YOU who allows me to be myself.

I am one of the many things you have created wonderfully with your loving hands.

26 years and counting.