Di ako makapag isip ng maayos!

Putcha tubig jebs ko! summer pa naman.. how ironic.amf!

Royal wedding? sheesh.. over o.a. lahat kayo

Royal Wedding? the fuck! wag na kayong magsayang ng pera para dyan.. maraming naghihirap sa mundo you know?

Even through the darkness there is still a little light of hope

nakakapagod magsulat ng frustrations about your country yet i see a small hope..
I just wanna be an advocate of a responsible Filipino.. Madaming kinang inang gago
sa Bansa natin pero there are still people who are stuck in their roots that's why i'm happy. I've begun studying with a super duper idol drummer named Senyor Mar Dizon.
It's the best day ever.. I'm just happy to know and learn from him beyond drums. His philosophy and outlook in life. I'm glad there are still few righteous people here in our country and i've met him. He has a positive outlook in life so i'll be one even though there's so much crap around that never changes.

5th!

It’s okay if I’m a little sloppy sometimes… it’s okay that I don’t look as good without make up, it’s okay that my hair doesn’t always look nice, and it’s okay that I’m not perfect. It’s okay because I think it’s okay… and it’s okay because I’ve found a boy who thinks it’s more than okay. ♥

Happy 5th Anniversary, Love!

****

There’s times where I want something more
Someone more like me
There’s times when this dress rehearsal
Seems incomplete
But, you see the colors in me like no one else
And behind your dark glasses you’re…
You’re something else

You’re really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I’m really lucky
Underneath it all
You’re really lovely

You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But, lately you’ve been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I’ve ever had
And when it’s really bad
I guess it’s not that bad

So many moons that we have seen
Stumbling back next to me
I’ve seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
I’ve seen right through and underneath
And you make me better
Better… better…

You are my real Prince Charmin’
Like the heat from the fire
You were always burnin’
And each time you’re around
My body keeps stalin’
For your touch
Your kisses and your sweet romancin’
There’s an underside to you
That so many adore
Aside from your temper
Everything else secure
You’re good for me, baby
Oh that, I’m sure
Over and over again
I want more

You’ve used up all your coupons
And all you’ve got left is me
And somehow I’m full of forgiveness
I guess it’s meant to be

You’re really lovely
Underneath it all
You want to love me
Underneath it all
I’m really lovely
Underneath it all
And you’re really lovely

***

Alvin is the man who:

- gives me wake up calls.. even if he has to wake himself up first.

- gave me pepper spray as first gift instead of flowers, bear or chocolates.

- wrote 7 letters for each day (Monday-Sunday) when he was away for vacation.

- reminds me to bring umbrella everyday.

- wipes my spoon and fork before I use them.

- shares his vitamins with me.

- woke up at 3am for 7 days when I was under medication.

- remembers that I need my daily dose of potassium.

- never fails to say goodnight.

- never fails to say “i love you”.

and more.

An Untold Poem for a Girl

I’m so in love with this girl who made me so exceptionally happy,

I can’t get her out of my head.

I love her when she smiles.

I love her when she tickles me.

I love her when she’s playing with my ears.

I love her when she blows her jokes.

I love her when she laughs.

I love her when she hugs me so tight.

I love her when I stare at her.

I love her when she’s not comfortable with her sitting position.

I love her when she calls my name.

I love her when she holds my hand and plays with my thumb.

I love her when she’s fooling around my weakness

I love her when I smell her hair.

I love her when she’s drunk.

I love her when she says she misses me.

I love her when she’s drunk.

I love her when she’s a sleepy head.

I love her mole in her left forehead.

I love her when she sleeps on my lap.

I love her when she looks at me ridiculously.

I love her when she contradicts my corny jokes.

I love her when she doesn’t know what she’ll eat today.

I love her when she’s confused with sentence construction.

I love her when I wipe her wet hands.

I love her when she wipes my sweat.

I love her when she’s banging her shoes while walking.

I love her when she smells Green Tea.

I love her when she plays with my tummy.

I love her when she says “I love you” to me.

I love her coz she gave me a reason to love again.

I love her coz she’s making me happy.

I love her for all the reasons I can’t explain.

I love her coz she’s my everything.

I love her coz she made me complete again.

I love her coz she’s my life.

She’s the reason why I’m happy right now.

She’s the reason why I’m contented.

She’s everything I need in my life, too bad coz she’s not mine.

But one day SHE will be.

***

Alvin made this poem when he was still my best friend. During those times, I have no clear idea about his feelings and vice versa. I remember crying the moment I read this poem because at first, I thought it was for another girl. Its wonderful to know that someone loves you for all the reasons you both can’t comprehend.

I was amazed at how he was able to notice even the little details about me and love even the weirdest habit that I have. Now that we are soon to celebrate our 5th year Anniversary, I realized that the reason why we lasted for quite a long time is that we never grew tired of finding reasons to love each other. And every day as we discover new things about each other, we lose track of time till we made it this far. And we plan to do it for another 5 years…till hopefully, for all the days of our lives.

I wanna be a drug mule?

Why? For the future of my family? For easy money?
I hate to say this but know your recruiter and you have the
right to say NO if there is a suspicious baggage for you
to be added in your trip..
It's sad that many people are in this business
some of them are quite innocent but some of them really know
what they are doing.. and the frickin media is all over them.
I salute the china for it's political will.. it's something that
the gov't lacks..

Summer, I'm Waiting.