I...HER...YOU...

I wish to be HER, so i won't have to be reminded of this pain.
I wish to be HER, so i'd hear you defend of me the same way.
I wish to be HER, so i won't need to wonder if you're together.
I wish to be HER, because "I" is just hurting.

"I" tried to tell you that it weakens every part of me.
You still refuse to see.
You still refuse to hear.
You're quick to take HER side.

Do "I" need to bear this pain of knowing you're with HER.
It's as if the years are shortened into months.
The months are shortened into weeks.
Weeks are shortened into days.
And our days become unsure.

It's sad to see the truth right on my face.
My heart was crying tears my eyes can't show.
I was hoping the world will just swallow me whole.
So i can escape from what I don't want to see and know.

How can "I" think of "You" now after that night
without remembering "HER" by your side?
Last night "I" even saw you in my dream together.
I wish "HER" not to be part of our lives.
But you won't care if it's bleeding my heart to death.

I guess "I" will just wish to be "HER" instead.

DAMNED...AGAIN...

Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako'y iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, 'di mapakinabangan
Sana'y nagtanong ka lang
Kung 'di mo lang alam
Sana'y nagtanong ka lang
Kung 'di mo lang alam

Ako'y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa'yo

LUMIPAS MGA ARAW NA UBOD NG SAYA
'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako'y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

'DI MO LANG ALAM
AKO'Y YONG NASAKTAN
BAKA SAKALI LANG MAISIP MO NAMAN
PURO SYA NA LANG!
SANA'Y AKO NAMAN...
'Di mo lang alam
Ika'y minamasdan
SANA'Y YONG MAMALAYANG HINDI MOLANG PALA ALAM.


oo- up dharma down

a battle i can never win.

pothpoth...

Masaya ngunit umaapaw ang poot..
Mga ngiti ng punong puno ng luha..
Bunga ng pagmamahal ay tinik...
Aking tanggulan,ngunit nadadama'y pasakit..

Masayang simula san na napunta..
Pangakong sinambit biglang sumikip..
Salitang matamis naging mapait..
Mainit mong haplos,sampal na masakit..

Kaligayhang natuyo...
Luhang hindi na matigil..
Sugat lumalim bawat sandali..
Pag-ibig umaapaw ng hinagpis..

Nasan unang nadama..
pakiramdam na hinahanap..
langit ay abot tabi..
ngayon impyerno lang...

Ilaw na unting naglaho..
hangin unting nilalason..
ang aking buhay..
ang aking katapusan..

Bulag ka sa luha ko..
Bingi ka sa tawag ko..
Manhid ka sa kalabit ko..
Iyong mahal,Di mo pansin..

Ako'y Puno pa din,
Pagmamahal tulad ng dati..
Umaasa na dumating ang araw,
Madama ang unang nadama..

-I love you.. I'm so sorry....

P-A-R-A-S-I-T-E-S

I wish if i am the president i would remove all the parasites in our Country.
Here is what i see..

-barkers in the PUV's harm the income of the drivers.They just shout the route of the PUV and that's it.When You don't give coins they will hit your ride.
-The guys who pretend to help you in your parking.But they really don't. they just wave there hands.
-when it rains.. the topless boys who throw soap in your windshield and then clean it.. wtf?
-the politicians? almost all of them
-the Musicians who just love to revive the hit songs.. don't take it literally.. almost all musicians do it.. i'm just pertaining to the "musikero" who are in the top of the scene and just revive the song to be their hit like B_____ -P________a they didn't asked for permission to the family of my friend.
-user-friendly people...

Jeepneys

Jeepneys are the pride of our Country but.... wtf?

-they see a magic line from the road that gets them to passengers and lots of traffic.
-my frickin UST ride from Manila City Hall to UST is around 15 to 30 minutes.
-they know who to bribe for the police for the violation they do every day,hour, minute(it's usually a takatap boy near him)
-when it's go.. they stop.. when it's stop they go! go! go!
-they can make there own terminal anywhere..
-DOH must check the jeepney drivers ears because when they hear the word SENIOR or STUDENT,they go deaf.. why? it must an ailment worst than aids..
-sometimes they are above LTRFB, they add 50 cents or One peso to the original fare..
-they have a natural gothic black french tip style in their fingersnails.
-they smoke and don't care about the passengers.
-sometimes they have a very slippery seat that can take you to front to back vice versa.
-the jeepney in the line with barker tells paalis na! after 30 mins they still tell paalis na! the jeepney haven't budged an inch.
-inspite the cons i tell,they still bring pride in our country i just wish they would be doing their service efficiently..